Counting

"Every second counts"
literally.
I am so busy this week, that yesterday I was finding myself counting seconds and how much time they were consuming in my life.
Then there are things like facebook that seem to be a time eating device and devour minutes in what seems like seconds.

This morning I was validating sleeping in by thinking "Getting up at 5am for 2 days allows me to sleep in until 6:30 today" then I realized that 6:30 isn't exactly sleeping in. Then felt guilty for 'sleeping in' because I wrecked the start of having a regular sleeping schedule.

I don't know if it is the age, having a job, or the type of job that makes me view time so differently now. I don't manage it as well as I could, but I also am doing better than most people would. I just feel so guilty over any bit of wasted time. I was telling Geneva how I hate eating, because it is so time consuming and it is hard to multi-task while eating...

I feel guilty about so many things and yet still want to work on so many things. Personal habits, how I teach, decorating, etc. etc. etc.

Happiness project. Need. to. start.

*sigh*

Speaking of that feeling guilty thing.. i have about a million things to do in my classroom right now.. so enough trying to clear the crazy thoughts in my head and back to work.